A letter for B

A message to my dearest Braden. It will of course be printed and added to his keepsake box, one day I hope that it will be filled with messages and tokens of his life.

Dearest Braden,

You are so special, magical and so utterly devine. You are of course my world. I lay in bed at night before I fall asleep, snuggled up to you and smelling that wonderful baby smell and imagine all the things that could one day be. While I hope that I will always be here to share each and every moment, every milestone and every achievement no matter how small, life has shown me that this isn't always the case. And yes I know writing you letters, planning for that just in case, is a little grim it makes me feel better that if for whatever reason I can't be there for you, you would have some very small token of the love I have for you.

You grow and learn so much each and everyday, somedays I can't believe it. I know in months, weeks even the small things will have been forgotten because you will have moved on to something else. You are so eager to learn and so easy to teach.

This week gogs (dogs) say woopf woopf and cats say moew. Mummy must always be wearing her shoes, no matter how many times I take them off and think I have gotten away with it. There is no one or three just "two. Go!"

I love you Braden, more than I could ever manage to express in words. You and your daddy are my world, my everything.

Love Muma